They always think that I'm bitter, Looking to the sky like, I know that, that I'm a heavy hitter. Bigger than silver and gold, coins and diamonds. Theirs got to be more, I can't be wrong. Go ahead and call me a whore, I'll fly away in thoughts I anticipate. Starchild, Running with the moon, it's worth while Yet your afraid of losing. Starchild, Running with the moon, it's worth while Yet your afraid of losing. I'm an idealist. I declare for outsiders. Reversed speech, so the longevity is riddled in those who are fighters. I know theirs no point, But find me a flame, I'll make it wild Go crazy, and at a loss Question your faith, make you find answers. Might as well, You'll be here til death do us part, you'll be here til death do us part. Starchild, Running with the moon, it's worth while Yet your afraid of losing. Starchild, Running with the moon, it's worth while Yet your afraid of losing. Searching for reasons to keep us together, searching for reasons to keep us together. Starchild, Running with the moon, it's worth while but your afraid of losing. Starchild, Running with the moon, it's worth while Yet your afraid of losing.

Particular masses asking - just kidding, just kidding. They only want ass. And I'm a little exhausted, don't think that it's fun but still. Could you send me a signal, or anything such as a whisper. Have I not been doing alright? It hasn't been all my fault. Or I'm overthinking. I get restless then I oversleep, it's getting old. I've been trying to regroup for more than a decade. I should retire? I'm fucked up, I'm fire. Finally owning my reins, yet I tend to downplay. Could you send me a signal, or anything such as a whisper. Have I not been doing alright? It hasn't been all my fault. It's weighing heavy, It's bringing me down. They match my yin, They match my yin. Send me a signal.

I won't say that I told you so, But if you stopped and looked around other than for love. I can tell you're in the pocket of the afterglow, cause you never dreamt of a white picket fence from the start. You always save, or been on the defense for so long. Whatchu mean that you needed to be accepted? We've been through these roads, you know it all too well. so what's hard about letting go now? I know you never needed anyone, know you never needed a man. and you rather fall off the grid, cause it feels good when people ask you, "damn, well, where have you been?". I'm a little disappointed in you, cause with all your shit talking, you really do have nothing. Man, do you need a breakthrough? cause we need a discussion. You like the rush and it's easy to fall in love. Crown jewel and the mourning dove. The sun is the only one with sunshine, fools paradise. You like the rush and it's easy to fall in love. Crown jewel and the mourning dove. The sun is the only one with sunshine, fools paradise. Where’s your peace, are you afraid to die? Now your older girl, Just shut your mouth about all that unconditional love, You don’t see reality. Gazing in the window of all the potential and thats what’s wrong with them, all they ever wanna talk about is the birds and bees, You been trying to get the best out of them; when you know what deserve, what you see is what you get, when you felt it every time not breaking it off, You wanted to be heard, And could not believe, When they don’t wanna climb, They just run off, Burn off. Let me get straight to the point, with your heart bigger than the chest, You went to anoint, And you should’ve protest, Look at you now, girl It’s unfair but you're to blame. You like the rush and it's easy to fall in love. Crown jewel and the mourning dove. The sun is the only one with sunshine, fools paradise. You like the rush and it's easy to fall in love. Crown jewel and the mourning dove. The sun is the only one with sunshine, fools paradise. Lust at first sight, Saying you got a pretty face. And we always saw the world in threes, Head over heels looking in the Honeymoon. They always leave when they find out you're not here for one night, And you’ve always been down for the ride, asking for a ride to die, asking for a ride to die. Right in front of you, when it’s not my fault that you left, don’t act surprised when I’ll still do what I do. And if you want to play these games, then play these games, but I’m not gonna be here for the whole thing. The weight is off my back, I feel a little free, finally taking the advice I know should be taking, should be taking I just wish I didn’t waste my time. You like the rush and it's easy to fall in love. Crown jewel and the mourning dove. The sun is the only one with sunshine, fools paradise. You like the rush and it's easy to fall in love. Crown jewel and the mourning dove. Fools paradise, Well, fools paradise and fools rush in.

Tying to find a way out, practice that it’s okay to ask for help. Not practical  doing it all by myself. Oh, so I shouldn’t be venerable? I refuse to open  and it makes me miserable  Oh, so miserable. 
I’m the oldest, sometimes I throw shade. I know that they hate it, tell all five that I’m trying to control this. 
So I stay away from all the functions, if I don’t I’m shutting my mouth, can you really blame me? first out of six, I’ve seen everything  down 
 I’ll still be around, if I leave,  I’m not gone for good I’m trying to work my way up I’ll be around  if I leave I’m not gone for good I’m trying to work my way up Making a splashes  for the dramatics. As if you were losing me, And I’ll be shamed for leaving. Know if I’m invited, or if you ever need me, I’ll always be there for you. Even if that means chilling and watching Tv, But you gotta tell me. We wreak it in public, Always clowning, And they get so amazed, like "how do you hang?", They don’t know we got history, it took awhile to get here, & they’ll resent that I’m talking ‘bout family. 
Why you gotta feel some type of way? When you can clearly see, they want us split, like "go to hell", like lets entertain the bad bits. Farewell to any example that could be solely bliss, I search for positive reminders that more can fit. I’ll still be around, if I leave,  I’m not gone for good I’m trying to work my way up I’ll be around  if I leave I’m not gone for good I’m trying to work my way up I'll still be around.

Fresh spores for the exo-introvert jumping out the flesh like a lead sketch. Oh, boy bet you I’m really feeling it, gah damn, it this what normal is? This here, morning cartoons on a Saturday, This here, Sunday BBQ’s with the family, sunshine on my shoulder, hopping on the two wheels with the neighborhood kids, Slowed down, cortex, slow down serotonin connecting, I’m then dumfound. Is the breaker box off? Cause I need full house with the lights on. slowed down, cortex, slow down, serotonin connecting, I’m then dumfound. Is the breaker box off? cause I need full house with the lights on. cruising to get a whiff of that good air, woo, man. Veering my sideview What's that? Focused on letting everything go. And I got my drive like it's before ’09, like all the fruity loop tutorials, writing poetry without any goals. Theirs only this love, and this love that gave it back in these gaps I see but in the space we lack Slowed down, cortex, slow down, serotonin connecting, I’m then dumfound. Is the breaker box off? Cause I need full house with the lights on. slowed down, cortex, slow down serotonin connecting, I’m then dumfound. Is the breaker box off? cause I need full house with the lights on. "Be content with what you have, rejoice in the way things are. When you realize there is nothing lacking, well, the whole world belongs to you." -Lao Aye, aye, And we're slowing it down, slowing it down, serotonin connecting, I'm then dumbfound. Is the breaker box off? Cause I need full house with the lights on, I need a full house with the lights on. Slow down, slow down.

Shout out to all my haters, The sad shit talkers behind my back, hit 'cha with the Buddha Palm, hoe Dont get mad when your huffing and your girl still calm tho' Don’t worry I’ll still play your game, boo. No, it’s Nanci with an "I" and it ain't stage name, A clusterfuck rial up my dark side, I’ll be like pew pew, I got the magic like a mage, and the force like a Jedi, watch me on my Gandalf the white glide, match me on my shaman, peace pipe joyride Praying Mantis and my Drunken Monkey. I heard about your big brands and designer things, and how you like to spend money. I’m not impressed, side smile, "oh, aren’t you lucky?", I can’t relate, Nor can the rest of the population, Oh, your chefing heavy tell me what’s your reason? cause, I like a lot of things too and I do what I want to, too. Aye. Hit ‘em in the belly of the beast they always see what I might be, nostalgic in my blood like my daddy is, so you better recognize, I’m still bumping’ Mac Dre’s biggest hits. Flushing toys down the toilet, just to see if you can enjoy this. Raising fists, breaking barriers, all while tearing up your characters. out of touch but focused lost in the race but chosen. Them boys have no soul, Them boys is just boys. And I hope they grow up with all that lack of self control. aye, but I'm no different in and out, on and off, with my likeliness, your likelihood don’t doubt, I’ll make a fuss, sulk in and kick rocks, saying shit like “oh, chucks”. You weren’t meant to belong, I wasn’t meant to belong, and I think I finally accepted the cause, If women created the greats -I got it down to a fine art, drawing them in. Shitting on your popularity contest, I’m just being honest, I’m fucking on this. Aye, aye, take me to your leader I don't get competitive, I'm secure up in my position. Going straight to the source, But let me establish these terms and conditions, since you made it this far, cause when I kick back, I'm imagining grass lands, big hills, hella luxury and feasting with the fam, so you better chill, make your jokes, get your fill. Don't ask for more, that's not the cliques appeal. Yes, I know I'm a geek I spill. Contradict with that dress to kill, So to speak, repping both and I do it all. This isn't a drill, grab your belongings, duck and cover with these bombs I'm dropping, involved on the mic but Ice Cube no flossing. Aye, maybe a Mileena with a spine pull - But that's me on a bad day, "and this didn't end how I expected it to".